Monday, October 31, 2005

Monday, 31st Oct

hey everyone look!
a hurricane just paid a visit to my room




what a revloting sight!
well despite me still feeling giddy, i'm gonna clear this mess

and side track a bit
i've quite made up my mind about it
just need the courage to do so

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Monday, 31st Oct

i'm home today
not feeling too well
dunno why i woke up feeling giddy
and so felt like puking
sigh... this means i can't go jogging
i'm already feeling so bloated
i just called mum
she told me she's gonna visit a farm today
!?! farm???!
well at least she's enjoying herself
she told me yest that she bought too many stuff

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sunday, 30th Oct

i want more aeropostale shorts!!
i really like the shorts
forget abt the fat arms for a while
wobblies! lol
that's what i tell mel when he pinches me

see see the shorts are so nice!
and $9.90 only!

and here's what i wore to church today


it's monday again tmr
shit man...
but good thing is tuesday's a hol!
should i make another trip down to get my shorts??
i really love them!

ok decided already
i'll go tmr after my jog
maybe get 2 more pairs?

dunno why i suddenly started thinking abt smthing again during church today
haha ya i wasn't really paying attention
weirdddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Saturday, 29th Oct

at 645 i decided i was going out
at 650 i was already out of the hse
reached HV quite fast as traffic was smooth

so well, bought these from FOS

grey abercrombie 3/4 sleep/track pants $19.90


army green aeropostale shorts $9.90

after buying these i took a bus home
horrible shopper!
spent almost $30 in less than an hr!

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Saturday, 29th Oct

changed the blog layout
know of some people who will be happy
and the reason why i have to type the date there is coz i can't get the date to be in the blog!
freak html codes
i tried the one from my old template and it can't wrk anymore!
i don't want the time! i want the date!

went to val's place
she gave me these for my bday!
ok imageshack is down, so can't post pics
will do it later
ok here are the pics

roxy tee


coach keyring


slam dunk pens!

love my presents! thanks valerieeeee!!

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felt better yest to go shopping
bought these from esprit

pink cardigan, was $79.90, now $19.90

gold coin pouch, was $15.90, now $9.90
then i went home

i managed to smile a lil during wrk today
and those were genuine smiles
no fakes
still feeling horrible abt wrk...

went off msn for a while to talk to val last night
then i fell aslp
i was tired
waiting for 1130 so i can go to val's hse
collect smthing from her mum
then j8 then home
i miss mum!

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

6th day i've taken over her class
i'm kinda getting used to it
but tired... duh
i'm still not in a good mood
i barely feel happy
not at all
it's friday tmr
and i thank god that mum reached china safely
i miss her!
going to goldheart tmr to change the size of her ring
then prolly catch flight plan by myself
life does suck... big time...

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

mum hasn't left yet and i'm already missing her
i hate it when mum goes on trips
always have this fear in me...
it doesn't help that wrk still sucks
i'm like a zombie at wrk
i just do what's required
then get the hell out of there at 5
today i escaped to the music room
had a 40 min nap
how i wish tmr was sat
and i didn't have to wrk
half an hr of break for the whole of tmr
i'm already dreading it

i haven't laughed in 3 days
it hurts just to smile
dunno why this is affecting me so badly this time rd
the smiles people see on me are there only for show
no one can understand how i feel
ugh oh how i hate life
seriously no one will understand
prolly only mum
and mum's gonna be gone for 6 days
how to tahan not having mum for 6 days?!
haizzzz

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

today is still as fucked up as ever
though a lil better than yest
avoided her as much as i could
said good morning out of courtesy
and that was it!
escaped during lunch!
went to the next blk to read my book
where?
at the 5th floor!
lol the stairs wa actually rather comfy
my new safe zone!

new exercise routine
6 rds round the track
then back to do 15 - 20 mins of kickboxing
then crunches, leg lifts, and stretch
wonder how long i can keep this up
this is quite similiar to aerobics
only that i'm jogging more
twice a week
next time will be thurs
hope i don't get lazy!

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Monday, October 24, 2005

this is an entry for me to rant
close this window if you do not want to read a whole lot of anger
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wonder why work just keeps getting worse and worse
the kids are great
teaching's great too
but there's just a particular someone
how i wish i can wring that person's neck
FUCK YOU LA!
fuck you for making my life miserable at work!
FUCK YOU BITCH!
YOU FUCKING MENOPAUSING BITCH!
die and burn in hell!
fuck you la
for fuck you fucking go vegeterain
for fuck youfucking set animals free
for fuck!??!?!?!?
fucking do something about your attitude first la
fucking bitch with a CCB!
you wanna change what i've planned?!?
TELL ME BEFORE HAND LA fuck
why wait till the day itself?!?!
you go teach la!
you also dun fucking know what's happening
no one explained anything properly, my fault la?!
i wasn't the one in charge!
moreover i was fucking TEACHING MY OWN CLASS!
i can't fucking be in 2 places at a time
i'm only human
ARGH!
you wanna find fault with me
when i shoot you back and you have nothing to say
stop looking for MINUTE things to pick on me!
comeon la, think a bit
you bitch!
fuck la
i can't believe i teared over what you did
but you really fucking made me mad!
i want out!
OUT!
fucking OUT!
it's time for me to move on
leave my comfort zone
if i can even call it my comfort zone in the first place
if nothing good happens to me soon
i think i'm so gonna fall into depression...
once again... from me to you...
FUCK YOU BITCH!

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

ok pics as promised

the necklace


and the bracelet

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i wore my new skirt to church today!
love it so much!
prob is
it's light so it flies quite a bit

isn't it a beauty?
and for only $18!
i'm so tempted to get the dirty green one!

an auntie (mum's friend) was selling handmade jewellery in church today
mum bought a bracelet and necklace
to share!
sio ko paid for them
so paiseh la
take pics of them later

now enjoying my wanton mee
and my harry potter later
then my nap!

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

ok, going out to grandma's soon
and hopefully bugis again later
mum wanna get bag

zac and ash's party this morning was a blast!!
they were so cute!
omgomgomg i love my nephew and niece!!!

i'm really putting on a lot of weight
i can see it
my face has become fatter...
and i can feel my tummy has grown
shucks
i need to lose it, not gain it!
freak!

anyway the colour of my nails now


found this pic of my in my phone
i think taken last week

can you see the face?
this is not that bad yest
it's bad now
plus i'm breaking out pretty badly
3 mother pimples on my face...
ARGH!

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Friday, October 21, 2005

i deleted the previous post abt my bag coz i'm not getting it anymore
i saw real life pics of it and it was ugly!
thank goodness i didn't really confirm my order

welt shopping at bugis today!
good shopping trip!!
my hauls!

brown skirt from TF at $18
heh finally i got a skirt that i like


nail polishes from missha
super dark red and dark brown
i've got the dark red on my nails now!


black shoulder bag from BV at $10
i've been wanting a small bag like this to bring out
$10 only! what a steal!

and last and most expensive buy of the day...

very dark green bag from dorothy perkins $33
it's original price was $69
i bet those who bought it at that price would be banging their heads against the wall now!
it's more than 50% off!
it's huge, bigger than my GAP oversized hobo
coz i love dumping all mu stuff in one bag
and the colour's so nice
and it's cheap
so i bought it!

i'm so happy with my buys today
but... 1 day after getting my pay
i've spent almost $100 already
wahaha
horrible!
SHOPPING BAN!
yeah right...

gonna watch harry potter later on HBO
ard 12am
that's if i manage to stay awake

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

ok today's topic is
fat vs the still fat but not so fat

i found this is my com
and it's taken on mational day 2 yrs ago
9th aug 2003


after finding it
i went to wear the same clothes and just took this

now u know why that's the topic

anyway, collected my bracelets
i really like one and dun really like the other
look at my bracelet overloaded wrist

click for a bigger pic as usual
my wrist feels a lot heavier
ahahaha
maybe i'll get some muscles from lugging that many bracelets ard

gdns with nurul tmr
i need that coz i just quarrelled with mum
and i'm so not gonna tell her where i am
and what time i'll be back
she said not to call her what!

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cher's sick today
so i guess i'll have to take over her class
having a tummy ache now
but still blogging

last night i took out all my white gold bracelets and wore them again
now my right hand feels heavy
off to wrk..

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

i super duper full!
i erm... ate a lot today
LOL
2 dinners! can you imagine!??!?!
ARGH i wanna bang the wall
dunno how i managed to stuff down so much food!
goodness me

on a lighter, yes, anything at this point of time is lighter, note
i'm going to the PO tmr!
collecting my bracelets!
can't wait to see how they look like man
after that, aerobics!
i so need the exercise!

FAT ASSED kim...

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am blogging from wrk
i'm supposed to be writing lessons now
but i'm in a shopping mood!
don't ask me why coz i'm not too sure myself
i wanna shop and buy stuff!!
and erm, i wanna go home too...

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Monday, October 17, 2005

i just made an order for this jacket!

abercrombie women's melissa logo fleece, navy


i like the moose on the hood!
there's one in burgundy too, different design
some people told me that that's nicer
but i still prefer this one coz of the words across the chest area
and the moose on the hood!
but the burgundy's my alternate choice
just in case this one's OOS!

can't wait to get it!
and see how it looks like IRL

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

here's what i wore to church today
pak pak says my face is too thin
i'm like huh?!
i think he's seeing things
haha


while walking back to the car
mum tripped and grabbed onto me!
this is what she did to my hand!

it was so painful!
and erm she broke my watch too
just when the bruise that mel gave me was gone
mum had to give me another 2!

i had my wanton mee again!
yes again
hahaha and erm chee chong fun
that's a lot of lunch!
was so full then i went to slp
wahhahaha
slpt for like 4 hrs plus somemore

wrk again tmr
sian ah
sian sian sian

and i want my A&F hoodie!
sigh... can't decide which one to get

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

went out and came back with envelopes!
hahaha so i can write more often to val and zena

some pics

imagine i could fit into this last time?
as in it fit me well!

and look what i found amongst the clothes!


my WCG tee! wahahahahah
didn't get a chance to wear this though
i'm keeping it


the mess my cupboard was in
i actually took out a lot of clothes already
the most of the mess was on my bed!

after sorting those that i didn't want
more space!
i'm like some garang guni
always keeping stuff!
i gave away so many bottoms that were way too big for me
and tees that i do no wear anymore simply coz they did not fit well too

so fast sat's coming to an end
sun tmr
sighhhhhh
lol told ken that his bag was OOS!
ahahahahh
that llama wants a crumpler
i told him to use mine but he said it was too small
then he asked me how come i have all the stuff he wants
told him straight
'coz i'm cool!'
wahahaha
anyway thanks dar for checking it out for me
and the stupid bees knees conversation we had
LOL

church tmr
then pass birks to fay's friend
birks to jerz at church
then wanton mee!!!
again!!
yay!

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wahahah
3 posts in a day!
this is a shopping post though!



just bought these 2 bracelets from a seller!
the first one looks really good
hope they look good IRL too
i got a good deal for these 2
happy me!

and i cleared out half my wardrobe!
all my fat clothes are gone
left the not so fat ones
pics later when i'm not lazy!

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heh!! walked out of my room and saw the registered mail article on the table
everyone was home yest i wonder why no one signed for it
so went to the PO and collected my stuff!!
my XOXO pewter charms!!


each X has the word 'kiss' and each O has the word 'hug'
gonna be presents for 2 gals!
hahahah
what sucks is that i have to send it over!
maybe i can keep one till she comes back
i've got 4 for myself too
hee, maybe i'll hang it on smthing
a cord maybe, so i can wear ard my neck or wrist

playing mythwar now
IMO it's not as good as RO or D2!
those are way better
hahaha
but this is the first game i'm starting on my own!
no one's there to teach me
so i'll play a while more and see where i end up at

was burning this early this morning!

hhot's simply berry!
now my room smells heavenly!
really has a berry smell

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here i am blogging early in the morn
ok it's not really early coz i was up even earlier
5 plus, so technically, i had abt 3 hrs of slp!
i LOVE friday nights!
last night mel asked if i wanted to go grape vine
but i was lazy to take bus!
so i didn't go meet them in the end
stayed home and played lots of cs!
wahaha

the game deb introed - mythwar, finally finished dling
and now i understand what she meant by dl already still have to wait for it to update
chey!
coz that's what i'm waiting for now

put an order for 2 bracelets
not sure if it'll go through
i'm over boho already!
it's bling bling time!
wonder what to do with all my beaded stuff
sell them?
but what if i want them after?
better hold on to them first

can't wait to go to the market
wahahah
i want my wanton mee!
and erm, i realised there's this kinda cutish guy who sells drinks at the market
mum likes the chin chow there
WAHAHAHAHAH
NOW HOW BIMBOTIC DO I SOUND?!??!
bimbo alert
bleahh..

and erm btw the game is taking a FREAKING long time to dl!

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Friday, October 14, 2005

erm, finally it's friday!
been waiting for this day for so long
since sunday to be exact
i'm feeling much better now

yest mum ordered pizza!
sick but i still wiped out 2 slices!
sick with an appetite, amazing!
it's no wonder why i'm this size la

played cs with di, deb and junky
loving cs all over again!

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

took 1 hr off wrk coz i wasn't feeling too well
as in really not well
puked in the morning
tummy ache too
slpt the whole of my lunch break
lun the 2nd half of the day then went home during my break

had to go to the PO to get the birks first
jerz and fay will be happy

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

i taught until i totally had no voice today sia!
so bad that i had to get my kids to be my messengers!
whatever i wanted to tel the class,i'd get a few to shout it out for me
wahahah
now i know how freaking impt my voice is!
it's like i'm handicapped!
totally useless without my voice!

well, i'm farking full!
itchy backside went to buy some malay puff
and it's full of potatoes, i can't finish it
i'm bloated!
FAT LA!

found an old tee in my cupboard
wahahahahaha
i wore it and took a pic of it

imagine i used to live in those tees??

still feeling restless and down
HELLO KIM!!!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU??!!??!

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

towards the end of the day
the voice was going going gone
hahaha
i actually taught my k1s until i was breathless man
killers!

i'm feeling upset, but masking it
feeling down, hiding it
something's bugging me but i'm not sure abt it
what on earth is it?

nearly kena matchmaked by mum today sia
.............................
!
what a joke, mum trying to matchmake me
ok la, i know no one wants me
but i dun care
i'm not gonna be matchmaked!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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the nose is still killing me
there's lots of phlegm in my throat
i'm feeling sick
yes sick!
but somehow yest i still managed to play cs
LOL
played last night and ended up slping at 1030
but it was good fun!
never imagined i would touch cs again
hahaha
CS!!!
off to work soon, waiting for the day to be over already
sigh...
having an unhappy feeling in me
dunno what that feeling is

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Monday, October 10, 2005

i'm wheezing
just got back not long ago from the doc's
ast night ard 4 am i was wheezing, and could not get to slp!
plus the nose was killing me!

feeling bad that i'm not at work
but feeling better that i'm home resting
instead of stressing myself out at wrk
miss my kids though

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

i've finally got my gio loot!!
seriously, gio pls sponsor me!
i love your tees and bottoms!

my fav brown!!
too bad brown when goes with all time fav green, just makes me look like a tree
someone's gonna say it looks damn '马来'
you know who you are la
hahah
i still don't think so!!

me in my too fat to function tee

someone's gonna say he doesn't like the tee too
haahhahaha
the same someone!
come on la dar, it's nice, just admit it

told mum abt what i'm intending to do
she says go for it
she's actually supportive of me!!
when the next intake starts, i shall go try it!
even though i doubt i'll make it
sigh...

wrk starts tmr... tmr tmr tmr...
5 full days of work...
SIAN AH!

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this is what i wore for jane's wedding
reached there a lil earlier and went up to the room
was there alone with her
she looked damn pretty la!
CONGRATS JANE!
we really have come a long way in our friendship
gosh, went through so many ups and downs
more ups than downs of course!
was so happy for her today
called val so that jane could speak to her
if only val was here!
the dinner was good
sat with jamie, kenneth, marcus and sid
erm marcus and sid didn't know that i was me coz they said i've changed a lot
lol
anyway, jane's having a boy
muahaha!
spongebob!! i win!!
not strawberry shortcake
wahahaha

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

my cotton factory tees have arrived!
they fit really well, cept that the sleeves are too long
collar's too high too
lol the brown one i chose
the red on says "kentucky fried idiot"
LOL
that was the mystery tee
isn't too bad
i'm gonna start wearing red!
ahahah

so into brown now!!

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see see see!
luckily i didn't post what i was gonna get from gio yet!
hahaha
all OOS!
i was so damn disappointed!
but the good thing was, they managed to call in stock for me
haha, gio has so many outlets!
but the ones near me didn't have them too
ended up leaving the shop with a pair of pink pants
wanted to get them when they were $43 but didn't
wanted to get them when they were $30 plus but didn't
luckily i didn't!
they were going for $19 yest!

after walking ard central a bit i went home
then mel called after a while
just nice, i was feeling bored
we went to j8 to meet haan
who was with his big grp of friends
finally got to see how his gf looks like
hahaha
sat and watched them drink
and kena pinched by mel

jane's having a boy!!
a boy!!! means it's gonna be spongebob or naruto and NOT strawberry shortcake
waahahahahahaha
yayyayyay!

jane's wedding dinner today
i know what i'm gonna wear
but dunno how i'm going down
if only val was here!
i hate going for things alone!

off to the fire station now...
spoil my freaking sat
MY WANTON MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

YEAH!!!!!!!!!
blogger's finally wrking!!!!!!!!!!
hhhaa

aunt boon gave me $200!
i can get my mp3 player soon!
went to gio today and i've got a new lemming!
will post after i get it tmr!
haha


like this from ASOS
and this too!


and the shopaholic me ordered this from UO

heh

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

ordered a tee from UO
it says
"the best girls are from orange county"

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Monday, October 03, 2005

wen found me a good deal!
the zen neeon for $265
i'm going to lucky plaza to check the prices out soon
when i'm not so lazy

anyway monday at work sucked!
i am feeling so horrible now
really yucks...

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

i'm glad i'm not the only one facing probs with blogger!!
there are some people facing it too
muahahaha i feel so relieved

anyway i'm feeling horrible now
due to the eating frenzy i've been on the past few days
kim has gained 2 kg!
!!!!!!!!!!!
it's already hard as it is to lose 1 kg
and i had to go and gain 2
sian ahhh

i saw stuff that i wanted to buy but stopped myself in the end
diamante 'K' necklace
sequinned ballet flats
le coq spotif shoes
creative zen neeonn mp3 player

and now dunno why everyone's com is ok
but mine's so screwed up!
i'm trying to watch ff7: advent children
but it's upside down!
now my com's gonna hang
i can feel it

TODAY'S JUST NOT MY DAY!

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

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fuck!!
i can't copy and paste stuff here!
why is my blogger screwed up????

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